The Storm
There is an intractable storm
Wailing through my body
Railing against the boundary of my aching skin.
Crashing down
Pain rising
The rain touches everything
Raindrops like a thousand arrows
To pierce and puncture at all angles
Like saint Sebastian.
Unbroken rain leaves me sodden in agony
It permeates every barrier
To let the colours run
And soak up every drop of pain.
My skin, like stormy waves, swells
Around dislocated and misplaced bones
Dislodged by the screaming wind
Rushing me full force
Bones collide
I collapse
I'm dismantled by the gail
Lightning cracks the sky
Nerves sizzle on electrocution
My spine a lightning rod; drawing it all in
Scorching each vertebrae on it's way
To the electrical storm in my brain
Feeding this consuming pain
A deep rumble through muscle
Spazm clatters, the sky shatters
Thunder rolls on through
Viscera vibrating
The sound fills the space
Culminating in a smarting crescendo.
The storm rages on
It's been raining all my life
The lightning the thunder
Have flashed and crashed
Incessantly for seven long years
I've been told this storm will never end
I will never see these bruised clouds part
That I wont see the sun again
This storm is chronic
There is no escape.